Kiss Me Goodbye


Don't look back
When you head for the door
Because if you do
I'll only hurt more

Don't try to explain
Don't tell me why
If you're going to leave
Just tell me goodbye

I love you, I'll miss you
But I can make it alone
For the last time I'll kiss you
I can still hold my own

You see, I can't hold you down
You've got to be free
And I can't make you love
Nobody but me

So don't look back
I'll tell you again
Just kiss me goodbye
If this is the end

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This year is a year full of parting of ways for the Insomniac. I've been able to achieve the goal I've set for the department I'm handling but it was short lived. Two of my teammates needed to leave for their own reasons and I've felt helpless ever since. I've managed to fill in the missing positions in no time but my department will never be the same (perhaps for now at least). Leslie is also resigning end of this month for personal matters. Leslie and I were the first regulars on the production department and I've seen her go through relationships, get married and bring about her first baby - now she'll be gone too. One of the hardest workers my department has seen will also be leaving end of the month.

They say though, that when an MRT train leaves, another train will come along. Merlin, my bestfriend since time, is now working with the company although on another department. That's a good deal enough.

I've seen a lot of relationships falling apart, friendships broken. My bestfriend is going through his post-breakup recovery phase, Sigrid flew abroad and her department was left in chaos for a while. She and her bestfriend had a falling out too but I think they’ll be able to work it out.

Time will do the healing as I always say. Lotsa doors closed this year, perhaps lotsa doors will open next year.

I just go on with it as it goes and get back up with grace.


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